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  • Listening to: Lana Del Ray
  • Drinking: Gatorade (yumm)
Last journal entry was one out of anger....
But i have a new guy in my life now and i couldn't be more happier.
He knows how to make me smile, he pays for things instead of just me, he doesn't ask me for anything, And he actually loves me :)
I have a job now. Im a driver for Papa Johns and make bank on tips whenever i work lol
My life is finally getting better and i wouldn't change it for anything<3
I broke it off with my boyfriend like 5 days ago and his mother REFUSES to give me my things back.
Like are you fucking kidding me?!
No one would ever BEGIN to understand what i had to do to keep this freaking kid happy.
I've sold so much of my shit so he could get his "fix" so he wouldn't turn into a raging, abusive asshole.
I'm an idiot for doing everything i did and for staying with him as long as i did.
And now i can't even have my shit back. Im furious.
Can someone just take all the pain out of my life?
I am so tired of having people pissed off, disappointed, upset, or angry with me.
Because its starting to feel like a constant thing and i honestly cant take it anymore...
  • Listening to: A Fool&#039;s Dance by Phillip Phillips
  • Drinking: Alcohol
Super, super busy lately.
Helping my friend with her newborn baby (my godson, will be posting pics)
Trying to get my license lol
and i have a boyfriend now :D

This journal was only made out of boredom xD
  • Listening to: Of Monsters &amp; Men
  • Watching: Jersey Shore
  • Drinking: Coke
I'm bored and just writing random things :D
So you should probably just stop reading this. Like right now.

So i watched mid-season finale of The Walking Dead last night.....
Anyone else derp at the end of the episode??? Cuz i derped. Hard.
I need something to do for my birthday cuz i have NO idea what i'm gonna do.
My sister wants to take me to a bar but that would be impossible. Since i'm only turing 19....
I swear sometimes she thinks i'm older than i really am -_-
i have no clue on what to talk about now...
I'm not a very interesting person, actually a very boring person. Oh well.
A freaking earthquake and it scared the living shit out of me.
If i see one more status on Facebook saying "Someone divided by zero..." i'm gonna scream.
So this past week i went on vacation with one of my best friends and her family.
I don't think i can even consider it a vacation, it was more like a stressful time away from home...
But the place we stayed at was freakinhg amazing!!! It had a pool table, a rainbow hot tub, bunk beds, and the downstairs had its own kitchen :0 but we were on a moutain in the middle of freaking no where...
But like i said, it was stressful.
Everyone was fighting with eachother, our cabin had carpenter ants, the TV set up was ass backwards, and my moms friend was a freaking bitch the whole time.
So on Tuesday my friends boyfriend showed up at like 1 am and it was cool at first cuz i was playing Portal 2 with him but then he got all sentimental on me. He was like "Why is my girlfriend acting like such a bitch?" so i was like "Dude, you woke her up to say hi after she's been asleep for like 4 hours...." (she gets reallllly cranky without sleep) So then he asks me "Is it me?" so i was like "No, its both of you....". I hate helping people with their relationship problems. A day after that is when shit really started to happen....
I thought i got attacked my ants in my sleep but really i got Hot Tub Follictulitis(sp?) which hurts like a bitch if you try to itch it. Then my friends boyfriend started complaining about how someone stole $60 out of his wallet and blahblahblah.......
They left that night thanks to a status on facebook calling her two-faced and my dumbass self liked it because thats how i felt she was acting. Well now i have no best friend and painful little bumps all over my sides and arm.
Not a very awesome result to what was supposed to be an awesome vacation.....
I'm bored so i'm gonna make a list of all the phobias i think i have :)

Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions
Anthropophobia- Fear of people or society
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting
Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself
Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed
Chiraptophobia- Fear of being touched
Cleithrophobia- Fear of being enclosed
Dishabiliophobia- Fear of undressing in front of someone
Doxophobia- Fear of expressing opinions or of receiving praise
Gelotophobia- Fear of being laughed at
Glossophobia- Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak
Gerascophobia- Fear of growing old
Hydrophobophobia- Fear of rabies
Nyctohylophobia- Fear of dark wooded areas or of forests at night
Obesophobia- Fear of gaining weight
Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at
Phalacrophobia- Fear of becoming bald
Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized
Scoptophobia- Fear of being seen or stared at
Social Phobia- Fear of being evaluated negatively in social situations
Sociophobia- Fear of society or people in general

So yeah :)